Accounts receivable

Been working a lot through the holidays, but for some reason, it’s only the past couple of days I’ve begun to feel overwhelmed. A little anxious. Might be because I’ve been really productive but look around and realize I’ve barely scratched the surface, or then again might just be because I’m always hardest on myself. Got to stop that. I’m trying not to worry too much, but the state of the economy is daunting; I have some money coming in, from various sources, but the problem is it ain’t in yet, so lots of waiting. In business, as I understand it so far, that’s called accounts receivable; revenue you know you’re getting eventually for services already rendered, but ain’t come in yet.

In some ways, it’s very much part of the story of my life. In screenwriting, it’s called working on spec; you finish the screenplay with no guarantee you’ll actually either sell or option it, but you’ve still got a product you’re sending out.

There’s no fancy phrase for it in terms of writing a novel, besides, of course, The Way Things Are, because that’s just how it is. You write and write and write without any guarantee anyone will even read it, much less pay for it, or even more important, you know, enjoy it.

There are ways to get around such things nowadays, of course. But until some drastic changes occur in the publishing industry, well, they’re sorta The Way Things Aren’t.

Thing about it, though, is that business is a transaction. Payment received for services rendered. Good services bring reward, ultimately, and indeed can even be their own.

I’m thinking about all this partly because of this video, which is totally worth watching and totally made me cry:

Then again, I’m a big sap, so there’s that.

But there’s something to be said for it, in the sense that lighting other people’s flames never diminishes one’s own.

The end, though? Totally fuckin’ killed me.

(Via It’s All One Thing)

Which is why I wanted to begin my day (and week, and year, even) thusly:

You’re awesome. You’re smart and funny and witty and fantastic. Every day, you brighten mine just by showing up.

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5 thoughts on “Accounts receivable

  1. PQNATION

    I’ll watch the video when I get back to my desk.

    I have a lot overdue in Accounts Receivable but I’m patiently waiting because that’s all we can do.

    As far as being awesome, there’s no one near as awesome as you my darling 🙂

  2. LISA

    This is kinda funy because we had, well, to write/type a lot of shit down today. And accounts recievable, yeah, I’d compare it to our layaway program – came up a lot today.

    And as far as validation? The way Chad always puts it to me is that the more you give, the more you’ll get. It takes a while, but eventually if you truly believe in what you’re doing it’ll all work out, and things’ll just happen, right before your eyes.

    It’s a lot of work, but,

    It’s true; living proof right here.

    -Lisa


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